Madeline Autumn-Rose @gewt@san-junipero.gimme-sympathy.org

#ICE If absolutely nobody is available and you must use a number to find me, give +1 (510) 473-0621 to a PSAP (unsure if Alameda has their own or if they’re served by Oakland/another NorCal one)

#ICE on here?

Likely @forivall who is someone trusted with my address and should be informed in emergencies, not local though but would have resources.

Someone more-local would be @buyog who could contact hyperlocal people

Both know my address and cell #

+1 (415) 616-9542 option 2 in an emergency would get my attention

Please don’t abuse that number to the point I need to pull it

... so that's what LiS 2 is about

@codl when is next movie night

meow

hi

So I’m at the DNA lounge and I heard the world’s worst drop ever

So boring

Transmarch looks

my existence hurts

like, not my body, not my mind, not _existing_, but, my existence

I’m sad

nevermind following through to ideation again

@er1n CybreDSP

tonight? i am doing ok

i slept through dinner but ate

yesterday was a bad night and i've reached the lowest part of my life

no single event yesterday caused it.

i just

i exceeded my breaking point last night

so, er, yeah

it was also a wonderful night of ideation, begging a friend to let me dictate a suicide node, playing around with a knife, just going to sleep after realising it's Actually Extremely Hard to Die Sober™

so uh

last night was a glorious night of sobbing, shaking, sobbing at a friend over the telephone, and other awfulness bad enough it needs a different tag

still alive

ipv6 is fixed