past alcohol issues 

so, i've been completely sober about six months or so now.

i still crave it frequently, but do not indulge.

also because it'd kill me because of how it'd interact with my meds


past alcohol issues, past ideation 

i drank as a means of self harm.

i drank so the lack of inhibition would be enough that i could ... kill myself.

i also drank to avoid the most painful year of my life

every wednesday, being propped up by a friend on the way home

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