past alcohol issues Show more
so, i've been completely sober about six months or so now.
i still crave it frequently, but do not indulge.
also because it'd kill me because of how it'd interact with my meds
past alcohol issues, past ideation Show more
i drank as a means of self harm.
i drank so the lack of inhibition would be enough that i could ... kill myself.
i also drank to avoid the most painful year of my life
every wednesday, being propped up by a friend on the way home
gewt's private instance.
May occasionally reference television.